Hate how much I love you


Just friends ? 
Oh how I wish we never did it 
We can't be friends 
I don't wanna be just your friend
More like your Homie Lover til the end 
I hate that I was intrigued by your mystery 
Imagining and eventually Longing for the days for us to create history 
I hate that your smile is what brightens my most darkest days
I hate that I've grown to LOVE you 
in every possible way 
I hate that it's you my mind wanders to in spare time 
I hate the possibility of you NEVER being fully MINE 
I hate that you LOVE me 
But NOT enough 
I hate how when I'm alone I yarn for your touch 
I hate that I allowed my emotions to get ahead of my mind 
My perception clouded my judgment 
Now my reality doesn't match the picture in my mind 
 I hate feeling like I've wasted my time  

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