This Chaotic World

She's soul searching Looking for all the right things In all the wrong directions She's looking gorgeous on the outside Yet her world is crumbling from within She's a Beautiful Chaos Just tryna make it to the End -Chaos xoxoxox

Momma always said there's two things a person woukd never have at once; they are Time and Money. I never knew how true this was until Now. There's no worse feeling than to live with a bunch of should've could've would've. What can u do when.your dreams meet up with your reality yet they are.headed in two different directions. Do you follow your heart or go with you mind. Do you do what will be beneficial in the long run or do you do whats great for right now?

                  The Front cover of the Daily news spoke volumes today. When will it end? If you've been under a rock for the last couple months a high profile case was going on. The case was based on the February 2012 murder of an unarmed teen in the city of Sanford, FL.  After 18 hours of deliberations the jury filled with moms, came to the conclusion that George Zimmerman was NOT Guilty on 2nd degree murder or manslaughter charges.                   For those who truly don't know the background of the case , here's a quick recap. One night in February 2012 Trayvon Martin was out walking in his dad's gated community, on his way home he stopped by a 7/11 where he purchased some late night snacks (IE a can of Arizona ice tea and a bag of skittles). Little did Trayvon know, hes being stalked by a local neighborhood watch guy, George Zimmerman. Prior to their meeting the neighborhood watch personnel made several calls to the local authority via 911. During all calls  

Just a quick thought I had on the train to work.......

Listening to Frank Ocean's "lost" and cant help but think of how a person may find themselves just that LOST.  One may find themselves sitting and actually losing themselves in their own thoughts and dreams. As a Pisces I find my self "Lost" often. We're known to be dreamers. Dreamers who dream with their eyes wide shut. :)  Our dreams and ideas are so in depth that we may find ourselves blinded at times. Its hard for us to differentiate reality from our own personal fantasy realm. Something I've found myself struggling with the most recently.  We go through our child hood practically begging for adulthood and spend the rest of our lives dreaming or wishing we could go back to being kids again. Every thing is a mystery for us HUMANS. Some may spend their entire childhood searching for things that will make them an adult only to spend their entire adult hood regretting the fact that they didnt fully enjoy their child hood. When you spend your time seakin

So every once in a blue I stopped by this nice spot in South Orange to hear some live music and enjoy some good drinks. I have a friend who's band performs there from time to time.  Last night, I found myself at Papillon 25 enjoying great sounds and preparing my self to indulge in my favorite drink, their coconut-tini. My friend and I placed our orders and prepared ourselves for what we thought would be an enjoyable night. As our waiter bought our drinks out he noticed her ID on the table and stated , "Oh you have that out for me?". She smiles and says, "I mean you never asked for it but if you want here".  I'm grooving to the sounds of the live band not paying pretty much any mind to what is  going on,  so he ask me for mine as well. I smiled gave him my id and continue to enjoy the show. In a matter of seconds he replies, "these aren't you ..." as he checks the id's while looking at us as well. He then goes as far as asking me for my c

So I have some issue with people who simply don't know how to drive. Don't get me wrong I'm a speed demon myself but gosh have I encountered some down right driving dummies. Whats with the lack of the use of a signal? No one uses signals nowadays but old folks and new drivers. Ive been blessed to have my license for 8 years now and boy has it been an eventful experience.  Not using a signal is not only unsafe to your self but other drivers as well. Like hey Mr. 95 Corolla you might wanna let me know your making that right turn before you go for a sudden brake right in front of me. No wonder insurance is so damn high in this area. This area is crazy accident prone. Its like every one is in a stolen car either their going too fast or not using signals to avoid the car behind following them.  Is there like an unwritten rule that I missed when I took drivers ed about not signaling. It really grinds my gears!!!!! No I shouldn't be going 40 on a residential (just kidding sp

Earlier this week we bought you guys a story on a poor representation of Newark's Mayor Corey Booker and if you thought that was bad wait until you here what just came across our desk. We reported how thousands poured out for a chance to gain employment with the City of Newark under their One-Stop Career Program. The program and its director informed candidates that there were only 25 open positions available but what they failed to inform the  candidates on was the pre-selection process that goes on prior to the interview process. We spoke to a source within the program who informed us that prior to the orientation and interview process the employees of the program actually go through the list of potential employees and mark those who they are familiar with, whether it be related or just friendly with. Pre-selecting relatives or friends of those who are already in employed in the office is not only illegal  but it is  morally wrong as well. This pre-selection process gave up to 5

                 Essex County investigators are searching for a suspect in the murder of a 17-yr-old East Orange teen. Aquilla Flood was found unconscious in a pool of blood in her bed around 7:30 Wednesday morning by a family member. The family member alerted authorities immediately. Flood's family says she's been receiving threatening messages from an ex-boyfriend. The family believes someone came in to their Grove St home in the middle of the night. Authorities have not yet confirmed any signs of forced entry or anything suspicious.                   Flood spent her last hours out shopping with her mom and grandmother for shoes and other last minute items for her prom before she went off to bed Tuesday night. The teen was set to attend her high school prom where she'd been nominated as prom queen just next week. "She was all set and ready to attend prom next week with her shoes and dressed already laid out", said a member of her family. Neighbor say &quo

The city of Newark has one of the highest unemployment rates in the State of New Jersey. So when we heard of the job fair held by Newark Youth One-Stop program we were impressed. To those who've been out of work for some time this job fair was a sign of Hope. The employees for the N.Y.O.S.P conducted a series of workshops and orientation like classes. This orientation gave candidates an opportunity to improve their conflict resolution skills, mission statement skills and basic communication skills.  Candidates participated in this four hour  process to prepare them for the interview process that would take place in later weeks. Candidates were informed that, although there were a little over one thousand candidates attending the workshop there was only room to fill twenty five open positions.  Candidates were informed that interviews would be performed on a later date. Who's idea was it to orientate people prior to interviewing?  If anything why not interview , pick who you

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               Tonight was the first night  of a 3 night event titled "Woman You're Next II" held in Newark, NJ led by Prophet Terrell Turner. Amazing night of worship. Encouraging words for those battered woman. An amazing event geared towards uplifting our woman in the community. This event is being held at " Providence Missionary Baptist Church", located at 469 south 17th street in Newark NJ. Tell a friend to tell a friend. Doors are open to all who desire to worship. 

          Hey hey! Its your girl Chaos coming to you straight from my office. Just wanted to say hey to all the readers. I appreciate all the Love. Lately I've been MIA via the blog but i didn't forget about my readers. I just took a minute to lay low, but your girl is back.  So stay tuned for the latest info concerning everything from entertainment to politics. Don't forget to check out the radio show as well. Thursday nights at 11 via  Blogtalk Radio . Make sure you guys to tune in, especially if you love my random rants and raves. We're still working on a ton of others things so stay tuned for that as well. You can always reach out to me for advice or anything, just shoot me an email Bea2fulchaos@gmail.com. I'll be sure to answer.  Thank you and Love you Lots........ Chaos <3

I'm completely shocked at tonights episode. I was aware of a ratchet fighting scene but for some reason I'm still shocked. Not shocked that they fought but shocked that they fought if u know what I mean. Here we have two woman who's husbands hold high position in thier communities and these woman may have stripped their mates of all their prestige in a matter of seconds.

. DIRTY LAUNDRY         This Morning on Power 105's  "The Breakfast Club" DJ Envy premiered the new release from former Destiny's Child member, Kelly Rowland. The hit was produced my award winning producer , The Dream. On this track Kelly bares it all. She admits to having some resentment to former group mate and sister  Beyonce.   " While my sister was on stage, killing it like a motherf-cker I was enraged, feeling it like a motherf-cker Bird in a cage, you would never know what I was dealing with Went out separate ways, but I was happy she was killing it  Bittersweet, she was up, I was down "                   She also opens up about an abusive relationship. "Started to call them people on him I was battered He hittin the window like it was me, until it shattered He pulled me out, he said, “Don’t nobody love you but me Not your mama, not your daddy and especially not Bey” He turned me against my sister I missed ya"             I mu

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So back in March,i had a birthday . I normally go away, but since I was home I decided to throw my self a party. I had everything I needed venue,drinks guest and etc .There was one thing missing, an outfit! After spending hours in the mall and purchasing a few "if all else fails" pieces I found my self scouring the Internet.      Low and behold i found the perfect site, "  A BUTTERFLY BOUTIQUE" ". They had the exact outfit I wanted including Accessories. I quickly emailed the owner of this Fabulous online boutique explaining my story , "it's Monday my party is Friday I would want the merchandise by Wednesday...,,,". It may sound like a crazy request but she emailed me back within seconds, stating that it wouldn't be a problem.               At first I was a little skeptical , we all know how merchants some time fabricate just to make a sell. I was so desperate I just went along with it and wished on a star. By the next morning I had a co

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Tonight was the premiere of Vh1's new show ,"Gossip Game", another one of Mona Scott's creations. For a first episode it was kind of boring . Not to mention the fact they were missing our girl Chaos. But on a serious note, the show wasn't really all that; but then again it was just the first episode. If it wasn't for my fave ,Angela Yee I probably would've turned. I Recognized Kim from her earlier work with Diddy ,glad to see her doing her thing with the SOURCE. It's always great to see woman holding down careers along with holding down real families. Viv didn't do or say much until she was around Ms.Drama but I think she might become my favorite, her being the cousin of one of the most outrageous guys in radio is just a plus. If you didn't catch it,Viv is the cousin of Star. Star of the infamous Star and Buckwild show. Ms.Drama, there's no way that she wasn't born a man . The way home girl walked into Angela Yee's event, u c

So Friday the world was introduce to Tyler Perry's "TEMPTATION". I can say as a Tyler Perry fan I didn't expect him to pull a movie like this off. "Temptation" is the movie version of Perry's play "The Marriage Counselor". Going in with never viewing the play I have to admit I was rather satisfied and am now in search of the play. Tyler out did himself with this one. He tackled a subject most can relate to , "Infidelity". There's a saying I sometimes throw at cheaters or even the cheatee which is "never lose a sure for a maybe" . This saying can mean so much yet many won't understand it until their in that situation. The formal definition of temptation is : "Temptation is the desire to perform an action that one may enjoy immediately or in the short term but will probably later regret for various reasons: legal, social, psychological (including feeling guilt), health-related, economic, etc." Temptati

It's Valentine's day ! How will you spend this man made lovers appreciation day? What are your plans? Many scour the streets ,malls, florist shops and gifts shops to find the perfect gift for their mate. Roses rocket from an average $25-200+ dollars on this day. Don't have any plans? Don't know what to do here are some tips from the guys here at this Chaotic World. TIPS: 1. Diamonds Flowers and money 2. A spa day for two 3.Shoes are iffy 4. Jewelry 5. A vacation

Hey guys its your girl CHAOS!!! This Chaotic world is still active I've just been a little busy ..... But I promise to come back with some amazing news and updates . STAY TUNED 💋

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      Today is 2/28 the last day of black history month for the year 2013. #DidYouKnow Black history Month was literally just 1 week ?       There once was a week in February dedicated to Negroes known as "Negro History week". This was a short period to reflect on what you've learned over the past year. A man by the name of Carter G Woodson is the reason we have Black History Month. He figured since Frederick Douglas  and President Lincolns  birthday were both in the month why not dedicate an entire month to the history of Negroes.  "If you start from slavery , everything from that point seems like a accomplishment"-Carter G Woodson  This entire theory of having one particular month set aside to discuss the history of Negroes is a very touchy issue. If February is BLACK HISTORY MONTH, what are all thee other 11 months WHITE HISTORY MONTHS?  That's a reasonably question. It's only right why single out one race and not separate or single out them all.

Tupac Amaru Shakur (June 16, 1971 – September 13, 1996) was a highly influential, best-selling American hip hop artist, considered by many to be one of the greatest and most legendary rappers of all time. Most of Tupac’s songs concerned growing up around violence and hardships in ghettos, racial inequality and sometimes his feuds with fellow rappers in the United States. A recent VIBE magazine poll showed him to be rated the greatest rapper of all time. MTV’s 22 Greatest MCs countdown also listed Tupac as their number 1 MC, as voted by the viewers. Name His aliases included 2Pac aka Makaveli. Among his fans especially, he is remembered simply as “Tupac”. The names “Tupac Amaru” and “Shakur” mean Shining Serpent or Royal Serpent in Quechua and Thankful (to God) in Arabic, respectively. The name “Tupac Amaru” comes from Túpac Amaru II, grandson of the last Sapa Inca (Túpac Amaru). Contrary to popular belief, Tupac Amaru was not his first given name (nor one he chose hims

Physician Mae C. Jemison was born October 17, 1956, in Decatur, Alabama. On June 4, 1987, she became the first African-American woman ever admitted into the astronaut training program. On September 12, 1992, Jemison finally flew into space with six other astronauts aboard the Endeavour on mission STS47. In recognition of her accomplishments, Jemison received several awards and honorary doctorates. "Never limit yourself because of others' limited imagination; never limit others because of your own limited imagination." – Mae C. Jemiso n Early Life Astronaut and physician Mae Jemison was born October 17, 1956, in Decatur, Alabama, the youngest child of Charlie Jemison, a roofer and carpenter, and Dorothy (Green) Jemison, an elementary school teacher. Her sister, Ada Jemison Bullock, became a child psychiatrist, and her brother, Charles Jemison, is a real estate broker. The family moved to Chicago, Illinois, when Jemison was 3 years old to take advant

MICHELLE LAVAUGHN ROBINSON OBAMA   Birth: Chicago, Illinois 17 January, 1964 *Michelle Obama is the third First Lady born in Chicago, Illinois, after Betty Ford (1918) and Hillary Clinton (1947).  Although Nancy Reagan identifies herself as a Chicagoan she was born in Flushing, Queens, New York and spent her childhood in Bethesda, Maryland. Nancy Reagan did spend her adolescent and teenage years in Chicago where she was adopted by her stepfather to whom her mother had remarried. Mary Lincoln also identified herself as a Chicagoan in the first years of her widowhood, having assumed residency in Chicago, first in rented quarters and then in purchasing a home there. She was born in Kentucky and spent her young adult years in Springfield, Illinois.   Father: Fraser Robinson III, born 1 August 1935, Chicago, Illinois; City of Chicago Waterworks, pump worker and Democratic Party precinct captain (volunteer); died 6 March 1991   Mother: Marian Shields Robinson, born July 1937, Chicago, I