This Chaotic World

Kim Kardashian has done it again.Kim released photos from a shoot she did with Paper Magazine titled "BEAK THE INTERNET".  The photos went viral and sent Social Media in a frenzy.She didn't quite break the internet but she sure had it in an uproar . There were plenty mixed emotions following Kim's choice to bare all.  Glee star, Naya Rivera commented , "I normally don't, ..But You're someone's mother!" .  Chelsea Handler added her own re-enactment of the shoot : Kim actually believes her shoot proved she  has talent. She even took to twitter to make her followers aware,  . Personally I found the shoot quite liberating, not to mention she did get a couple million dollars . And it's not like she isn't showing off anything we can't find in your 10th graders sex ed book. The model in the sex wouldn't look as amazing but come on; what's another pair of tits and a nice greased ass right?  At first  glance,  I'm like "Yessss...

You've been hurt. Lied to so your trust is all messed up. You like her she cute but damn do she like you . You spend all ya days and all ya nights tryna figure if this a girl you would like . She is but wait! She gotta crazy situation.  She good dawg. She's cool.. All she wanna be with is you 

A person can have it all  Yet feel like they have nothing People believe depression is unreal  Until they take a look in the mirror  And depression is staring back at them And becomes really something they feel Great job  No debt Own place  Everything seems so set  On the outside it's all smiles  Inside their mind is screaming "I want to end end" Their mind saying "Not just yet"   Their cries fall on death ears  As their mouths remain Mute  It invades their mind  Leaving them to believe  That no one really cares  No one to talk to No one to listen  Sitting alone in a dark room  With thoughtless thoughts and empty stares  Open up your heart  Let those words flow through your mouth  Let my words pierce your ears  Even when the going gets rough  There is always some one you least  expect  Who is truly there and honestly cares Think before u quit  Let the life u breathe  B...

He's mastered their walk their talk even partially their look . From a distance you're  confused.  As the herd gets near the numbers decrease. What's going on what's happening to these sheep. He's clever enough to move like they move  Gaining their trust  Proving he is one of them  they even rearrange themselves for him in order to make Room  Naive to the fact he's attacking the herd slowly and internally  Not even a cry can be heard  He's the wolf in sheeps clothing  And it gets deeper than spoken word

They say , "when you know , u just know". So how soon is too soon?, to utter those magical three words : "I Love You". Some may put a time frame  on how long they will wait until  they say it; but how long does it take to actually feel it? Some may even hold it in until their mate expressing it first. Some may feel it yet never utter those words.  Can u put an exact amount of time on your feelings?  Love is a natural emotion which cannot be controlled.  That leaves  the theory of Love at first sight. How many believe that this is possible? As a Pisces and a severe hopeless romantic I can't  help but believe that there is such a thing. Not only is "Love at first sight" possible it's also very real.  Some may argue it's impossible for the feeling to be love and it's confused with mere lust or infatuation.  I beg to differ. In the golden days people were  married and remained married all based upon a good ol' thing ...

She wants the love given   He wants its discovered Meanwhile   they’re both just screaming   “WHY   CANT WE BOTH JUST BE WITH ONE ANOTHER ” Opposites attract and that’s what makes love work Misunderstandings of the concept is what makes it hurt The memories and MOMENTS created   Is what makes it WORTH   it We all want the perfect relationship with out the hard work     And still expect it to be Picture Perfect Anything given without work   At the end all be all becomes WORTHLESS

  He respects her Encourages her   Loves her unconditionally   Yet she still can’t find it in her   To realize with her is where   He wants to be She wants him Like she’s never wanted anyone before She trying to be patient But one more let down and She’s out the door He is reserved   She an open book   He loves slowly and carefully   She loves deeply and quickly   He gets off at leaving her guessing   She gets hurt by wrecking her brain Everything he says and does     She’s left to question His words say one thing   Actions say so many others He’s making it hard to believe It’s a mutual WANT for the both of them   To end up with one another

She's very attractive  Very interactive Her smile can brighten the darkest of  days  It's like she holds the cure for any sadness between her legs Her kisses are as sweet as honey  Her love is pure yet just as tricky as money  She wants to be loved so bad  She accepts it in anyway  Not realizing the more of herself  She gives  The more pieces of her soul is drifting away   They entertain her temporarily  Using her body for their sexual pleasures She's thinking with her heart  Believing it's really her soul that they treasure  Not realizing the faster  It's given the sooner it's forgotten  She could never be  No more than a temporary fix  No matter how good she expresses her love  Gives her all  She'll forever  be lost in the mix  Looking for love  Hoppin from dick to dick   She's the forgotten girl  The one that no one will  ever truly MISS  

I was listening to Pandora when a song with the title " Forever Doesn't Last" by Jazmine Sullivan came on.That  got me to thinking . Can forever really last in our generation?  We live in a generation where you have 100 likes and unlimited number of comments that have an affect on your relationships. Relationships don't have the same units for a foundations in this day and age.  These days, relationships are based on sex, material things, financial status and the overall the approval of others .  What ever happened to a relationship being based upon one thing , LOVE? Some may argue with the introduction of social media Real Love got lost in the likes.  It is no longer  a "buy me flowers to show you truly care" society.   It has  become a "take me on this date because twitter says anything less than a $200 is not right"  or "buy me this item so I can post it on IG ".  Where have we lost ourselves?  Dates are no longer intimate outing...

Wednesday Angie Martinez took to her Instagram to her announce her unexpected departure from NY's HOT97 (  http://instagram.com/p/pZaxtNt6J9/  )  Well Thursday Am DJ Envy of Power105's the breakfastclub took to his Instagram to introduce the listeners to their newest host  (  http://instagram.com/p/pckK2OyTkr/  )   Apparently that didn't sit too well with Angie's ex-coworker FunkFlex. FunkFlex went on a rant and tried exposing Envy as a snitch by posting the following  With it is Dj Envy's response . Very interesting accusations, this can get very interesting. 

A mug shot of 30-year old Jeremy Meeks has sent the woman of America on a #FreeBae spree.  Meeks was arrested on weapons charges during a sweep in Stockton,CA. After capturing  Meeks the police posted his mugshot on their Facebook page which quickly generated thousands of likes and shares.  There has always been sayings about woman liking bad boys , but who knew it to be so true.  Some one even went as far as creating a DONATE NOW page for the jailbird.  Let's see how much that works ..... Just in case you're interested, he is being held on a $900,000 bond at San Joaqin County Jail. 

Angie is now with Power 105... Dj envy took to his IG to subtly announce it  http://instagram.com/p/pbSNs5STsk/

Angie is now with Power 105... Dj envy took to his IG to subtly announce it  http://instagram.com/p/pbSNs5STsk/

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     It was a very bitter sweet moment in radio yesterday. Angie Martinez aka The Voice Of NY resigned. Angie took to Instagram ( http://instagram.com/p/pZaxtNt6J9/ )  to announce her unexpected departure from NY's Hot97 radio.       The industry is buzzing on what can possibly be in store for the Radio vet.There are some talks about a TV position in the works ,but nothing confirmed as of yet. What will Hot97 be without an Angie show 3-7pm.     Many are blaming this on the stations  ex-program director Ebro. Ebro stepped down from the position a while back to join in on the morning show. The station hasn't been the same since Ebros not in that PD seat.       Angie's been on air during the toughest times in hip hop. If your from NY, you can't think of hip hop without Angie coming to mind.Wishing her nothing but the best in the future.  Yesterday was definitely the first day of the end of a true Era.  THI...

Last year we bought you guys the story about Mandeecees and his alledge love for younger girls. Mandeecees was released on those charges but picked up later in the year on drug trafficking charges. We've watched Yandy weather the storm of being a single mom and business woman all while trying to get Mandeecee home. From the looks of things on Love and hip hop , it didn't seem like Mandeecee would ever come home.  All that hard work and visits to the lawyer have paid off.  Yandy didn't hesitate to let the world know , "daddy's home" as she took to twitter and Instagram to express all equipped with photos and a quick video with the hit record by Usher playing.  We're happy for Yandy she seems to be a real down chic and she looks very happy. No one is more excited that Mandeecee tho , just look at how he's checking Yandy out in the pic below .  Best wishes to the two of them ....

Raymond Scott, reality tv star rapper Benzino, has been shot multiple times. Benzino was in Boaton attending his mothers funeral when his nephew opened fire on him.  Benzino is said to be in stable condition........ More details to come  Update.... Raymond Scott, 48, a rapper and reality television star who goes by the name Benzino,  was shot by his nephew, Gai Scott, 36, of Randolph, the district attorney said. Authorities say tensions have been brewing between the Benzino and his nephew. The two were in the procession heading toward St. Peter's Church in Plymouth for the funeral of Raymond Scott's mother. Witnesses say, "At some point when the cars were side by side, Gai Scott fired several shots into the red Dodge SUV being driven by Raymond Scott." Raymond Scott, 48, was taken to South Shore Hospital with non-fatal injuries, officials said.  Stevie J post a Pic on Istagram to reassure fans, Zino is doing well.

    Two weeks into the semester and its already been crazy eventful. These professors get crazier and crazier every semester. Being very optimistic this semester lets see how long that last.     Really looking forward to my "Writing for Media" class this semester.This professor seems like she is going to be a piece of work.Now I  was forwarned last semester when discussing my schedule with some fellow classmates. They said "oh no.she's crazy", "she's really straight forward and harsh" and the ultimate "oh God! Change ya class immediately she's a bitch! ". Even with all those warnings I stuck to it. Plus you know I love a challenge.      So of course I walked into the first day with said "Professor from Hell" prepared for it all.  Besides I'm the queen of come backs and my mouth is slicker than a can of oil. Her first brutal blow was not to me but I must say it was very brutal.      As normal she starts of...